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A Bright Sadness…


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As i mentioned yesterday we are about half way through our Lenten journey. How’s it going?
Well i posted this little quote on the WWW.LENTWEBGUIDE.COM the other day and it came to mind again yesterday as i talked about Lent being a hard season to describe. It’s hard to say it’s good, it isn’t only hard and dry… so how do you really explain it. Fr. Alexander Schmemann in his book Great Lent: Journey to Pascha describes it as a “bright sadness”. Here is the quote…

“The Lenten season is meant to kindle a “bright sadness” within our hearts. It’s aim is precisely the remembrance of Christ, a longing for a relationship with God that has been lost. Lent offers the time and place for recovery of this relationship. The darkness of Lent allows the flame of the Holy Spirit to burn within our hearts until we are led to the brilliance of the Resurrection.”

WOW!
Let me know repeat, “The darkness of Lent allows the flame of the Holy Spirit to burn within our hearts until we are led to the brilliance of the Resurrection.”

YES!
and YES!!!
(you should hear Amen)

I also ran across this blog that also quotes Schmemann and another bit of his book, it’s good! Check it out. 

You can also download Great Lent: A School of Repentance Its Meaning for Orthodox Christians — a free kindle book by Schmemann on Amazon. I haven’t read this but i read The Great Lent  and image there is some overlap and it was great!

So…

May you experience this bright sadness of Lent that leads to the flame of the Holy Spirit bring bright in your life preparing you for resurrection!

Grace and peace
Erik

 

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A Few Lenten Thoughts…


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How is your Lent going?

It’s kind of a hard question, right? I mean i want to say good but that doesn’t sound very Lent-ish. So i want to say dry, hard, horrible… but that’s pretty depressing and i don’t want to make people cry when i talk with them. But really, my Lent really is going well. My primary disciplines are hard and yes, i’ve failed a few time but for the most part i’m sticking to it and feel as though God is drawing me down this Lenten path that will through the power of the Spirit lead to death and ultimately to resurrection. I’ll probably share more about my specific disciplines later but it as been good and hard.

I’ve also started reading a book this past week that is dovetailing well with my Lenten journey. Todd Hunter is a bishop in the Anglican Church but doesn’t feel much like a bishop (i say that as a good thing). I’ve had lunch with Todd before and have had a couple other brief conversations with him and every time have felt connected and encouraged. I don’t always have tons of hope in the Anglican church to be honest but it’s guys like Todd that make me think maybe there is room for a vangbond like myself under this tent.
His book Our Favorite Sins; The Sins We Commit & How You Can Quite  has been pretty good so far and very Lenten in it’s direction. A large part of the books premise is about reordering our desires because temptation always starts from the desires that we already have. And this week in my Lent book the theme is DESIRE. And when i think about my success and failure in my Lenten disciplines a lot of  the conversation in my head and heart is about the desires that to often control me instead of me controlling them.

So yea, it’s all dovetailing well.
And Todd will be speaking at Christ Church (the church i work at tomorrow — pretty excited about that).

We are about half way through our Lenten journey.

May you be aware of the Spirit that is with  you even in the desert and finish the journey strong.

Grace and peace
Erik

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A New Monasticism…


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I finally finished the book A New Monasticism by Jonathan Wilson-Hartgrove. Like many books i read it was a pretty start and stop process so it took me forever but it was worth it, a good read for sure.

The book is in line with a lot of Shane Claiborn type conversation. It’s a little less on the “radical” side whatever that means. But it makes some great points and even admits that this kind of new monasticism isn’t for everybody. But i’m pretty convinced there is ALOT in this book, in this new monastic movement and in monasticism in general that Christian can learn from, especially evangelical Christians.

So buy a copy, ready it, figure out how it can inspire and influence your community!

In the very end of the book Hartgrove shares a story of a friend of his. It REALLY resonated with me. I almost titled this post  — Conservative / Liberal and something else completely… which is what this quote is all about. Maybe you will resonate as well.

(i didn’t feel like typing it all out, so picture form it is! ENJOY!)

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Jesus, My Father, the CIA, and Me…


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I had the opportunity to go on a retreat with my family this past weekend. It was a really good weekend despite the impossibility of retreat when you have a 2 year old and a 2 month old. I’ll share some details and reflections from the retreat later this week but the speaker / retreat guide for the weekend was Ian Morgan Cron. It was great to hear from him, chat with him, and be challenged by him.

Before the retreat i read his book Chasing Francis, AMAZING! I also started his book Jesus, My Father, the CIA, and Me, which is also really good! Here is a quote that i ran across tonight that really stirred me, and i believe it to be true…

“Boys without fathers, or boys with fathers who for whatever reason keep their love undisclosed, begin life without a center of gravity. They float like astronauts in space, hoping to find ballast and a patch of earth where they can plant their feet and make a life. Many of us who live without these gifts that only a father can bestow go through life banging from guardrail to guardrail, trying to determine whyour fathers kept their love nameless, as if ashamed.

We know each other when we meet.”

I’m one of these boys and this is true.  And I am glad i will be able to give my son a different experience and will communicate my love to him every chance i get!

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After You Believe :: On Virtue & Character


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Screen Shot 2011-09-21 at 12.17.47 PMWell, I finally finished N.T. Wright’s book After You Believe: Why Christian Character Matters. It took me WAY longer than most books take but it was well worth it.

I’ll first say that this isn’t the first NT Wright book I would suggest. It was slower and harder to get through than most of his books. At the same time it was some of my favorite content by Wright because of its timely nature—at least for the conversations I’m observing and even some of the conversations I’m having. Let me explain a little.

Pop theology and Christian culture is hearing A LOT from the neo-reformed and Calvinist crew these days. The Gospel Coalition and leaders who run in those circles (Mark Driscoll, John Piper, Tim Keller, Matt Chandler, etc.) seem to be gaining a lot of traction in the circles I run in, especially in conversations related to young adults, youth, and church planting. Some of my best friends and conversation partners are firmly rooted in this reformed camp (Gospel Coalition or not) but, in my opinion, way too many conversations wind up having to do with grace vs. works and similar topics. I think a lot of this is because of a fear that if we do anything good we might be trying to earn our salvation or something along those lines. And I’ve heard enough low blows about Methodists and their theology to last me a few years at least, and I’m not even Methodist … although I do like Wesley an awful lot!

In comes N.T. Wright.

Wright gives an alternative to the rhetoric of the Gospel Coalition, he draws a picture of a life lived in the sweet spot of grace and action. He paints a picture of true christian character and a life of authentic virtue.

I think one of the reasons this book was “slow” as I described it was because the topics of virtue and character are foreign relics in the landscape of our current Christian conversations. Wright has to re-introduce these themes; he had to almost start from scratch because we don’t talk about virtue and character much these days. When it was all said and done, Wright’s last chapter entitled “The Virtuous Circle” was worth the price of the whole book as he clearly articulates what we are called to after we believe. He simply brings it all together and explains how to engage in the virtues of faith, hope, and love. And as he’s done throughout the book, he challenges the reader to take action, to exercise these gifts so that we can become the people God has created us to be.

The bottom line is that we don’t become on accident or by osmosis, but we become the people God created us to be—we become fully human—by hard work and exercise, exercise of the gifts of faith, hope, and love that God gave freely when we said yes to His Spirit that was drawing us to Himself. Our effort and exercise is enabled by the life of Christ and the Spirit He fills us with, but our effort, by His grace, is the path to becoming like Christ and to developing a second nature. I like to think about it in terms of participation. We don’t pull ourselves up and become good Christians by hard work; instead, we participate with God’s creative Spirit to recapture the life we were always meant to live.

Another thing that really popped out to me in this book was the idea of a second nature. When we use the phrase “second nature” it’s typically referring to something we do automatically. It’s like we didn’t think about it but it was just second nature, almost like it was a reflex. But Wright points out that it’s small choices over a long period of time that develop that second nature in us. And living out the virtues of faith, hope, and love is exactly that type of thing. Small decisions over a long period of time help faith, hope, and love to be our natural reaction to life’s situations. But it takes time to develop that, maybe a lifetime.

There are a few other bits that are great in this book, some great stories and examples, but I won’t continue to ramble. I’ll let you go get the book. It’s worth it.

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2010 Reading List


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I read a pretty good amount, not as much as i would like but a decent amount non the less. There are quite a few books i read portions of but here is my 2010 reading list (books i actually completed).
In the Order that i read them not in the order i liked them.

2010 Book List…

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Eric Geiger

#2. Introduction to the Devout Life

Saint Francis de Sales

#3. The Waste Land and other Selected Writings

T.S. Eliot

A little poetry is always good for the soul. I don’t get about 90% but maybe that’s ok.

#4. The Sacred Meal

Nora Gallegar

I believed i blogged about this book. It was solid, not the best account or greatest insight i have ever read on the Eucharist but it was solid. I would recommend it!

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Bishop Todd Hunter

I had the opportunity to have lunch with Todd back in May so i picked up his book and read it quick. And i really enjoyed it! It didn’t rip my face off with amazing and deep theological reflection but is spoken honestly, authentically, and practically about worship, about liturgy, and about the church. It was a really good read and when and if God does open the door for me to plant a church this is a book i will probably read again. Most of all i just love Todd’s heart not only for the church, tradition and liturgy (all passions i share with him) but also his passion for evangelism (which i also share). Reaching those who either have been disenfranchised by church or just don’t care and never have. Todd wants his church community to meet the needs of those who Jesus is after not just those of us who are already on the journey and to do that in the context of high church (i use that loosely) is really refreshing and inspiring! So… go read this book. His new book is on my 2011 reading list… i’ll share that later.

#6. Reflecting Glory :: Meditations for Living Christ’s Life in the World

NT Wright

NT Wright is a stud, we all know that but this book is more on the devotional side of things. So if your looking for a stellar devotional book, especially during the lenten season this year. Pick up this book!

#7. Born To Run borntorun

Christopher McDougall

Ummm… how to say this without overstating it. AMAZING! This is probably one of the best non-fiction books i have ever read. Simply inspiring! 

#8. Surprised By Hope

N.T. Wright

Tom again. This book was great. Not as great mind blowing as i thought it was going to be but great non the less. And if you haven’t read or thought much about eschatology and mission this book will probably blow your mind and probably even change you life. It really is a must read for all of us to grew up in the Left Behind (is my end time doctrine) era. MUST READ! And i’m reading the follow up book right now.

#9. The Dwelling of the Light :: Praying with the Icons of Christ

Rowan Williams
I’m preparing myself for some new ink. This was a great little devotional book and also part of my preparation.

#10. Our Anglican Heritage

John W. Howe

#11. The identity of Anglicanism :: Essentials of Anglican Ecclesiology

Paul Avis

The last two books on the list are some Anglican reading i’m doing these days. The church i go to is apart of the AMIA (The Anglican Mission in American) a really great group of people who i am really excited about linking arms with.

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So, that’s my 2010 reading list.

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What was you favorite book of 2010?

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What’s on your list for 2011?
Do share! I will soon.

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Grace and peace

erik

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A critique of facebook / identity / honesty /and the / self…


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So i think we have some identity issues at play in our culture. We have our true self, our facebook self, our desired self, and actualized self. My pastor preached a message on the true self, i heard Peter Rollins give a little commentary on the facebook self when he preached at Mars Hill and i’ve been thinking about identity all my life, mainly cause mine is confusing, i even made a little video about it.

Yesterday i got to thinking about it again.

A few of my friends, some current friends and some old friends from college filled out a little survey on 15 influential authors. As i was writing my list i realized that this was a practice in honesty and identity, at least for me. I wanted to put cool authors and if i were honest i probably stretched the truth with a couple of the authors i wrote down. But it’s a facebook survey, i needed to put all the cool authors i have read and some that hopefully others haven’t read, you know created a perceived reality of myself or something. I couldn’t put down Max Lucado or something, or my gilty pleasure of Joel Olstean (which i have NEVER read in my life, just to clear that up.)

My main point is that we fill out survey’s like this, no no… I fill out a survey like this and it becomes a practice in honesty and identity. Am i honest? Or am i trying to construct a certain view of myself. And the real question probably is, WHY? Why do i even feel the need to do it.  Probably just cause it’s stupid and fun and it only took about 3 1/2 minutes. But it got me thinking about identity again… so i thought i would share.

Just in case you missed it on facebook, here is my list. An honest list, but kind of impressive, right?  ;-)

Not really…

PS :: you can do this on facebook but copy and paste your list in the comment section of this blog, i would love to read it… BUT REMEMBER, this is a practice in honesty and identity! maybe….

The Rules:

Don’t take too long to think about it. Fifteen authors (poets included) who’ve influenced you and that will always stick with you. List the first fifteen you can recall in no more than fifteen minutes. Tag some friends (however many you want) including me, because I’m interested in seeing what authors my friends choose.

(To do this, go to your Notes tab on your profile page, paste rules in a new note, cast your fifteen picks, and tag people in the note.)

In no particular order…

  1. Don Miller
  2. Brian McLaren
  3. Stanley Hauweras
  4. John Howard Yoder
  5. Jurgen Moltmann
  6. Dallas Willard
  7. NT Wright
  8. Muhammad Yunus
  9. Tim Keel
  10. William Cavanaugh
  11. Soren Keirkagaard
  12. Ernesto “Che” Gueverra
  13. Alexander Schemann
  14. Richard Foster
  15. John Wesley

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Inspired to run : by : Born To Run


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My wife and i spent Saturday the 3rd at one of my best friends houses having a pre-4th party! We a had a great day for sure, made it “ok” that we didn’t see any fireworks  on the 4th, sort of. On the 3rd my wife picked up a book that was on the table and just started pursuing through it. On Sunday the 4th she mentioned to me that the book was really good despite the unfamiliar topic to both of us, running. I responded with “yea, whatever” but picked up, read the first page, and didn’t put it down for the next 6 days. By Saturday the 10th i had breezed through about 290 pages of the book and was absolutely inspired!

Born to runI’m not a runner and despite the amazement with these fellows that can run hundreds of mile and be smiling as they reach the end of their run and my awe-inspired soul at a journalist who went from being a shabby, broken down want-to-be runner to running one of the hardest 50 mile courses you could image… so despite my amazement and inspiration i am not sure i will ever be a runner but i sure am convinced that we were indeed born to run.

In the midst of talking about the science of running, the evil of the shoe, and the evolution of running man (not the dance) author Christopher McDougall tells a compelling, page turning, epic story of a handful characters that were “born to run”.

The central figures of this story are the Tarahumara Indians from Mexico’s deadly Copper Canyons, most likely the best runners in human history. These crazy Indians run hundred of miles, some say they can chase deer until their hoofs fall off, and the idea of the persistence hunting by running is a really cool little section of the book. They live in peace, seclusion, and in the kinda of community i long for. They drink lots of beer, eat tons of junk, dress like kings and run like their existence depended on it. There are a lot of “teachable moments” in the book but the Tarahumara Indians provide a compelling story for running, living and simplicity.

I really did loved this book, little fascinating tid-bits like the persistence hunting, the idea that the shoe was the worst invention ever for the runner, and the component most runners lack is a simple love for running because wanting to look good or be healthy isn’t gonna cut it when your running 100 miles and could die at any moment along the journey. All these little nuguts weaved into an epic story lived out by the author really makes for a great book!

I’m not a fast reader by any means but i breezed though this one. And like i said, i might never become a runner but am glad i read this book.
And PS :: i’ve been online looking for running shoes –  thin and cheap ones… we’ll see!

Go get Born To Run

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The Sacred Meal :: Nora Gallagher


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This is a book i am been needing to review for awhile now. I finished reading it a month ago for so… so here ya go!

The Sacred Meal by Nora Gallagher
a mealOn the back of this book are quotes by a couple well respected people; Brian McLaren, Lauren Winner. McLaren’s words I agree with, Nora Gallagher opens up The Table to wide audience in her book The Sacred Meal.

She is a great writer and as you read this book you will sense this and feel as if your sitting along site her, having a conversation about a often misunderstood but incredibly important aspect of the Christian life. She communicated the truth and mystery of the Eucharist in a very accessible and creative way. Which makes this book well worth the read.

Lauren Winner makes the statement, “I know of no contemporary writer whose insights about the Eucharist match hers.” I know Winner is smart and well read which is why this statement blows me away. That is a huge claim and one I would not even come close to making. As good of a book as this is I have read many that are better when it comes to Eucharistic theology.

Gallagher opens up the conversation of the Eucharist to all, which is great, but sometime she goes a little to far and leans a little too much into her trade as a novelist. I don’t need to agree with everything she says but I thing she stretches her metaphors a bit far at times and fails to simply tell us how to live a Eucharistic life, even though i think this is her aim.

This book is worth the read but go in open minded, ready to agree and disagree, but most importantly be ready to engage in a horribly important topic for today’s church, The Eucharist.

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If you want to buy this book get it here!
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I got this book for free from Thomas Nelson to review on this blog.
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An Introduction to the Devout Life | Saint Francis de Sales


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Here is a book i’ve been needing to review for about a month now ::
An Introduction to the Devout Life | Saint Francis de Sales

Like I said I finished reading this book awhile back but have been re-reading some of my favorite quotes and pondering the idea of the devout life.

It’s hard for me to embrace books by old timers like de Sales sometimes. I had the same issue when I read Brother Lawrence’s Practicing the Presence of God. It just seems like these guys are so spiritual and I wonder if I can ever really “get there” or something, if I can ever really live the kind of life they encourage.

Some of the problem is with the old school language and the perfunctory verbage but some of my problem is simply with myself. Can God’s grace really enable that kind of holiness in me? The answer is, YES! Yes He can. But it’s a journey, it’s a battle, it’s a epic story that won’t be finished anytime soon.
That, I need to remember!

Saint Francis de Sales write a great book here. Some very challenging things and some really practical things. The books format is as if he’s writing to a young daughter in the faith guiding her into the devout life.

It’s long and not the easiest read but I highly recommend it!

Below are a handful of my favorite quote and a thought or two about them, enjoy!
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